8:21pm
In the past when the dogs would start barking at night…I would wonder if Dale was here. He would show up unexpectedly. A nice little surprise. Sometimes not so nice, but most of the times nice. Tonight when the dogs started barking my mind went immediately to Dale. Oh wait, It can’t be Dale. It will never again be Dale. Sigh.
12:09pm October 28, 2020
The last two days have been bad…ugly crying bad. Today has been better. Not great, but better.