{"id":64,"date":"2020-10-15T01:12:58","date_gmt":"2020-10-15T01:12:58","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lifeintheup.com\/?p=64"},"modified":"2020-10-15T01:12:58","modified_gmt":"2020-10-15T01:12:58","slug":"loss-hurts-so-bad","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/lifeintheup.com\/?p=64","title":{"rendered":"Loss hurts so bad"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>It has been twelve days. This is so hard! I am bawling. It is like it suddenly hit me. Dale is dead. How can Dale be dead? How??? How can my son be dead? He isn&#8217;t here anymore. How can that be? I think I am panicking a bit. I loved Dale with all of my heart. He was such a big part of my life. He called me or messaged me almost every day. Now he is gone. I still can&#8217;t believe it. He is gone.\u00a0 I loved him so much. Now I will never see him grow old, I will never hug him again. How can he be gone? Why?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It has been twelve days. This is so hard! I am bawling. It is like it suddenly hit me. Dale is dead. How can Dale be dead? How??? How can my son be dead? He isn&#8217;t here anymore. How can that be? I think I am panicking a bit. I loved Dale with all of [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[13],"tags":[14,15],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/lifeintheup.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/64"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/lifeintheup.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/lifeintheup.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lifeintheup.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lifeintheup.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=64"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/lifeintheup.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/64\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":65,"href":"https:\/\/lifeintheup.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/64\/revisions\/65"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/lifeintheup.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=64"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lifeintheup.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=64"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lifeintheup.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=64"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}